Connected, Curious, Alive

Almost 1 am. Writing because I feel engaged, curious, inspired, happy, excited, connected, valued, special, alive — all the ways I like to feel.

My extended stretch of time when I was not working for an employer is starting to pay off. I no longer see myself as a problem to solve, as a nuisance to manage. I live my life, trust my intuition, follow my wants, tend to my needs, stick with my priorities.

Because of that, time, attention, and space feel different. I connect with people differently. I pay attention. I remember things. I feel things. I get curious and go into rabbit holes — feeling the sensation of the walls of the rabbit hole on my skin while thinking of a different rabbit hole I will jump into soon enough.

Many tabs open in my browser and in my brain. I tend to many things and I feel good.

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